My heart burns with desire and hate
It dances with jealousy and rage.
I cannot explain these feelings
They are controlling me.
Even though I try to forget
To try to bury them away, they just
Manage to find a way to the surface again.
When I look into my own soul
I see fire and coal and I aspire to
Have a face again
This mask of aggression is stuck to my face.
Unbreakable, I struggle to find a place of my own in a lonely world.
I see no reflection in the mirror so,
I cannot break away from this heart breaking
Of imprisonment and judgment
I struggle to stay alive.
I Try to crack the mask that seems unbreakable.
It is hard to breathe the beat of my heart jumps and skips with panic
I am trap within this mask of darkness.
Sinking deeper into the dark my memories fade away.
I drop down to my knees and screamed to be saved!
I have no energy with any clear thoughts,
I go into deep prayer to confess my sins and to admit that I am lost.
My eyes become heavy as I talk, my heartbeat slows down and I cannot walk then I fall down on the ground.
I thought that was the end
Moments later, I wake up gasping for air. Something was different
The Unbreakable mask I live with for so long shattered into a million micro pieces.
I felt my face for the first time in a long time. My mind was clear and only happiness ran through my
Blood I have a second chance from this unbreakable mask