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Gray and Uninspired…

uninspiredI’m feeling gray…blah…uninspired…lethargic…bored…and probably anything else synonymous with the aforementioned words. I’ve been wishing for something “magical” to happen but I don’t have a clue as to what I want it to be. I want to experience life but don’t know where or how to begin. I want things to change but I don’t know specifically what I want to change.

Someone asked me “If you could do anything at all worry-free what would it be?” guess what, I searched for an answer and could not come up with anything. I know I want things to change but that is as far as my list goes. I want to meet new people, learn new things, have new experiences but I’m so lifeless and don’t have the energy to begin.

The great news…I am NOT depressed or anxious; I’m simply uninspired.How can I “fix” what I cannot identify? I’m looking all over for inspiration; looking for the light bulb to light up but nothing is happening…the “room” is still dim.

When I am creating my energy level is high but unfortunately I have a “regular job” which is unfulfilling and it seems to be “stealing” my energy. After years of giving so many so much of myself, perhaps I should have saved something for myself!

I can’t change the past but I can certainly change my present…Problem is there is not one thing I can follow consistently; it all becomes boring after a while.

Guess I’ll just keep digging…

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5 thoughts on “Gray and Uninspired…

  1. We all have these kind of days. Try typing in one or two words on Google and see what pops up. That can lead to an idea..crazy but it works for me sometimes.

    Jeff,
    Redo…

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      1. You are very welcome. If you’d like to just “talk” I will be happy to lend an ear as a friend. I know we don’t really know each other, but I stand ready to help if you need someone.

        Take care…and smile!

        Jeff

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      2. Your energy is amazing and we seem to have something great in common…strong desire to help others. Thank you; I will definitely be in touch. 🙂 Wishing you a beautiful and safe Holiday weekend.

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      3. Yeah, I believe you are right about “helping” types of people. We just want or need to be there for others, and we are always there to help each other as well. Folks like us usually make good kinds of friends.

        You have a fantastic weekend and “call” on me if your need to.

        Jeff,
        Redo…

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