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Return to the Wild

The moment it becomes clear the Mustang, rebellious spirit, infinite strength and independence has been quietly led all of this time.

Led by fears, beliefs and expectations of others.

The Mustang’s fire dimmed to almost nothing until now.

Trapped in a cage she’s had the key to free herself from all along.

The moment the Mustang wipes away cobwebs, giving thanks for clarity and strength gifted to her by the Universe…

The moment the heaviness that was suffocating the Mustang has finally dissipated and she knows that she is finally and totally free…

Wild Mustang

The moment the Mustang stands, legs stronger than ever; heart beating so strong she can here it reverberate throughout her entire being

The moment the Mustang declares that no one will ever lead her again!

The moment the Mustang reclaims herself completely!

The moment the Mustang has longed for…to feel alive and purposeful

This moment you are feeling proud and relieved for the Mustang, realizing…the Mustang is YOU!

“I am truly, hopelessly addicted to feeling so deeply, words cannot describe…”  ~SereneNSassySoul

© SereneNSassySoul 2015



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Fear Consumes Her…

Unable to acknowledge or admit, she suffers from fear deep within her spirit; it’s how she learned to managed her life thanks to early experiences
Unintentionally she passes her fearfulness on to others and cannot accept when they reject her fear/step outside of her fear.
Like so many other things this creates more fear within her.
She judges harshly beginning with herself then trickling to others; perhaps unconsciously but does that excuse the pain she may cause for others?
It’s frightening to be near people who don’t share her beliefs because they may go farther than she has allowed herself to go…
Believing that allowing herself to be led will ease her pain or make life easier; as if she is not somehow held accountable for her life or lack thereof
Closing her mind is “safer” than allowing it to flow openly with infinite possibilities…
Keeping herself to only herself is “safer” than sharing herself because why risk being vulnerable and possibly being hurt again? Isn’t keeping yourself alone, hurtful? 
Never taking risks, playing it safe…how far can she get?
Not living a life that has been given to her, is this not disrespectful to the One responsible for creating her? Kinda makes you wonder…
Giving up because it seems like a waste of time to continue trying, cowardly or does she really believe she is “protecting” herself?
Will she make a decision to be courageous, opening her heart and mind so she can truly live or will she continue dying slowly and alone?
It is time for her to go deep within to find out who she truly is and be herself, without explanation or apology for shining brightly and walking purposefully.
Living small or dimly brings dishonor to yourself and the One responsible for creating you; shine Brightly Beautiful Spirits!
©SereneNSassySoul 2015
Posted in Spilled Thoughts

The Light is Out…

It’s not dim, it’s out

Flame is not dim or low it’s out

Snuffed out, stomped out, drenched out… it’s out

Filled with nothingness

Lifeless, useless,

Invisible, insignificant, irrelevant

Indifferent, uninspired


Completely exhausted

Alone, disconnected

Aloof, disheartened

Trapped, suffocating slowly

Pain is gone; so is joy

Nothing and no one matter

Everything is gray; sometimes fuzzy

Clarity, comfort elusive; non-existent


The Light is out…not dimmed…The Light is out!

Consistently inconsistent; highs and lows; passionate then numb; up the down; in then out; clarity then confusion; peace then chaos; driven then stalled; fearless then fearful; excited then nonchalant; bright then dull; painless then full pain; emotional, emotionless; over It, in It; wanting more then not caring; full of life then exhausted; enjoying solitude, loneliness; fullof love then anger…

©SereneNSassySoul 2015